The way I feel right now, I might as well wrap this cable around my fucking head. I’ve been grafting away now for two weeks. I’ve overcome numerous small challenges, some larger ones and coped with freezing temperatures, excessive heat, various cuts on my hands, the itchiness of fibre glass loft insulation, the filth of decades of debris in the cavity underneath my house, the lack of hot water and hardly any hot food. Although I’ve become used to living like this, I’m keen to get the job finished as soon as possible. Definitely not in a good place mentally, right now. Am weighing up various options, some more drastic than others.